(via bookshelves)
WANT! *runs and adds to christmas wish list*
(via supermars)
(via iareangeline)
(via yourmiser)
(via surgeries)
ouch. i think i left my brain somewhere sometime last week. i certainly did not have it tonight.
i am one dumb girl.
“Waiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing which decision to take is the worst of suffering.” — Paulo Coelho (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“The average person tells 4 lies a day, or 1460 a year; a total of 88,000 by the age of 60. And the most common lie is: I’m Fine.” — (via idareyoutoclickthis) (via cardiomegaly)
l4wl:
Tilt or not. :)
and tired of all the bullsh*t.
i miss him. i miss him terribly. i told him hours ago that i wanted to talk later. i figured i would hear from him as soon as he got home from work. in the hours i spent waiting, i lost my resolve. i lost the ability to say the words i wanted to say to him. to say, “i made the wrong decision.”
i needed a grand gesture. i needed to feel important. even to somebody who i already tried to turn away… i know it’s foolish of me to have expected him to call me right away after i broke up with him… but seriously? if you ex of only a week said “hey, i want to talk to you,” wouldn’t you be terribly anxious to talk to them? especially if you loved them?
i lost my will. my heart sank. and now i feel even more alone than i did just a mere 10 minutes ago.
i decided to watch fight club and fold laundry. interesting combination.
… because i just caught up on 200 pages of updates. hmm… another uneventful friday night. and i’m waiting on a phone call that could have changed everything, but it’s hours and hours later than i thought it would be when i finally got that call… and my phone is still silent. i think it’s gonna stay that way.